Karma.

Shes bitchy and has nothing against anyone, except for the ones who do shit that they know they have no business doing.

I don't want phone calls, i don't want any text messages. i don't want anything from you. i don't want sympathy. i don't want you to feel like this is where you "shouldve" been. i shouldn't have to wait for your love.

i don't like speaking, when no one is listening . and i spoke, but you disregarded everything i said. that's what makes me the most irritated. there are so many things and ideas that i had and it seems like my assumptions were jokes. you lied and i knew you were i just didn't have the heart to admit that you would do the same thing that "he" did to me. it just makes me shake my damn head even harder. because you were the ONLY person to do something like this to me.

I cant necessarily even be mad at you, I'm more disappointed with ME and my naivete.

Someone who began to love me the same way you did, did this to me. but in my heart i swore you were different. WHY?. Why did i give someone that i JUST met that much credit. WHY did i end up loving you Way more than you gave a fuck about me. this is and was all way to much for me.

but your favorite saying was " i live for you " i knew that was a lie when you started answering my missed phone calls with text messages. "I'm busy" "I'm sleep, call you when i wake up" and all of those lies turned into you disappearing from my life. from my heart. there was never a reason that i should have been this hurt. but i wasn't hurt. i was disappointed in you. and the man that i thought you were. the man you appeared to be.

i guess i need to stop giving people so much credit hunh?

Fuck it.

life goes on. just stop fucking calling me.