is there any such thing as bus lag...

Well,

Just came back from limestone college in NC...i guess...my mind is in a million places right now...
I'm thinking of the man that i love...and that loves me...but my mind is wandering to a place about someone else...someone that i shouldn't even be thinking about like that...

Its weird..like I've only known this person for a little while now...maybe a few weeks...
if that..
uhm...

They're really cool...i dig the personality of this person ALOT...we have alot of things in common and we have a great conversation...from what i think...and idk...it feels weird to think i like someone...whatever...

anyways...I'm still trying to get over this damn cold...

its in my chest now...and i HATE THAT...ohdee...

i cant wait to go home so my mommy can take care of me...YAY MOMMY!!! lol loser i know...

Damn this shit is ill...i don't know people...but i tend to think i like someone that I've only known a little while...UGH!!!
ANYWAYS...
and just lately I've been anticipating getting back to my room to talk to this person...almost daily unless I'm not in the mood for people...and even then i feel comfortable enough to talk to them about my issues...
whatever...maybe its my mind playing tricks on me...

good night all...sleep good everyone...

Chantel...

P.S.- Damn Chris brown for laying the pimp hand down on rihanna...lol