Mary how could you go?

ok..so for the past 2 days my mind and heart has been transfixed on this one man. i know that i always run that same shit about how "hes the one...and i cant believe that i've found him, the one i've been waiting for my whole life " and all that...I'm not gonna say that this time. at all.
i'm letting things happen.
Building foundation.
so that my dream home can really be happy.
he's made some bad choices in life and owns up to them.
and from what i understand wont lie about anything.
he wanted to tell me everything before things got in too deep.

When i asked about the plans for the future he said all the things that i want.
family, successful career, financially stable, happy, and included me.lol.
Now if anyone knows about some game running its me! lls
and i cant seem to wrap my brain around the magnitude of this man.
Great father.
Great man.
Just open hearted.
Geniune.
Sweet.
Funny.
loves his family.
Can admit to his faults and mistakes in life.
I dont know what these next few months will bring.
But i promise i hope that it brings him and i closer.
help to solidify things.
a great foundation. makes and creates a lovely home.
we'll see where life takes me these next few months.

Hopefully into the arms of a great man.
for the rest of my life.

.chan.