circle of life.

Everyone deserves a second chance.
That's my motto in life, never just shut someone down because of their past activities. i cant hold you in a permanent prison of grudge because of your past. everyone has one. so why do people hold on to things regardless of how bad it is.

My Heart is big. I'm a stickler for dusting off and trying again.

A man that i call my "in and out dad" is slowly entering back into the picture, and my family is trying to get me to stay away from him or keep him at arms length. and i don't want to feel as though I'm neglecting someone that needs or wants me to be apart of their lifeless life.

He has no children, and I'm his only sense of child, he's even expressed to me that i was his only sense of joy, ever in life... i made him straighten up a little. not completely but i calmed him down and my mom can attest to that. I just want that male figure in my life and he has come in at a great time where things are changing for me and I'm transitioning into a Grown ass woman and i need someone to {a man} to place some different ground in there... just a different pace of thought. And i love the thoughts that i have of him. he treats me like his little princess. and that i am. lol. but why not bring joy to someones life when they need it. not deny them that because of their past.

The love that surrounds me makes me a happier person. I love my Boyfriend. In love with him. but in some aspects extremely afraid of him hurting me and leaving me. but he keeps reassuring me that he's not going anywhere. and He's just as unsure about my being faithful as i am about his. We're gonna be together forever. i know it. this man loves me without limits. and i know that i love him without out any barriers or limits. he's my everything, he and his little princess. I cant wait to meet her. shes a great kid. and he loves her so i know i will too.

I've gotta go now.
Take care all. And remember.

Love without limits and barriers, because once someone tells you, you cant and you shouldn't then you've just given up on love.

.Chan.