damn...i dont know if i should love me more or not...i'm tryin to understand why i dont love me more...and why i dont believe that anyone could love me the way that i love me.
damn do i love me?...do i make things easy for myself?...do i make shit hard because i dont want to be hurt?..i've been told that i'm mean to people that like me for the past few days...i dont want anyone to think that i'm mean or an asshole...
I know of a few people that like me ...that have shown me that they like me...but i have a feeling that if i put my time into that, i wont get shit out of it but heartache.
i dont know what to think of love, or loving me...i dont know ...i guess that the person that loves me only loves me to kill time...but i dont know...
someone kissed me last night...
lol and i'm still in shock...VERY MUCH IN SHOCK i dont know why
whatever...
i'm done...i have to be for right now...
Chantel
Saturday, January 31, 2009
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