Why Random?

Well what a lovely evening and day that this has been...

First- i find out that someone i used to like 3 yrs ago, thinks that they fucked up and want to do it over..they want to "do it right this time" lol wow...my question is should i let them?...like really,

Second- a very very good friend of mine told me that they liked me..and still do...and asked me if i ever thought about me and them seriously getting together...lol hell yea i used to think about it...i miss them with just the thought...of them being here...makes me smile..lol :-D oh.dee.lol

Third-i still have this great person on campus that i would be able to see daily...but will i see them when i leave here is the question...

and last but not least...my likkle main squeeze is acting like an asshole...and why should i follow them up and the pattern is going how it normally does...just waiting for the first real lie to come out their mouth...

I'm a good woman...but i dont want people to have to wait until late in life to realize that i was always the better choice...all that extra grief you get from the next bitch you wont get from me...but whatever...I tried to told you..lol is all i can ever say...but

i'm tired of showing you the way to my heart and you lose the directions on your way in...i only give them out once.

Enteeways...

My Best friend is conversing with someone that i feel in my heart is no good for her...i want her to do better than this girl and she and i know that she can...i dont like that this little girl can open her lips to even speak to my bff let alone hold a conversation...but i cant want better my bff than she wants for herself...all i can do is love her and be supportive...

Anyways...

Love you blog reader

sometimes i just need to vent out random thoughts...and people usually ask..well" Why Random?"