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There arent many things that can defeat me...i usually take things by the reigns and just GO for it...but...lately i havent been giving anything my all. I've just been doing. I just want to move on to the next step in my life... the next college. the next degree...things become redundant and i dont want to continue to do shit like that...I'm ready to be a wife and mother, have a wonderful job and wonderful home. a wonderful family. and it doesnt seem like its coming fast enough... and this shit is gettin on my nerves...


My friend and i have a phone together. and the bill is now 550$ and i think he feels some kind of way about the bill being that high...but everytime i see this nigga..HE'S on the phone..wow...the way the world works...

I want things in my life to get better. i need to pray. more. and trust that god will make things ok. i love this life that i live and the way things are now they can only go up from here...

There are things in my life sometimes that i cant let go of...like; old flames and happy times of course. but i need to understand and realize that my life with this man is about to begin, and flourish...I love and appreciate him a great deal, i truly cant wait to be his wife.

Life. it comes day by day,
PERIOD.

chantel